From the Ministers

Summer 2018 – From the Minister

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In her extraordinary and prescient sci-fi novels, The Parable of the Sower and The Parable of the Talents, Octavia Butler wrote about a beautiful, dystopian word, like and yet unlike our own, and set in what was, at the time, the not-toodistant future: the early decades of the 21st century. Writing more than 30 years ago, Butler saw with eerie clarity what for her was not far-fetched to imagine, the rise of a boorish tyrant in the midst of American uncertainty, numbing the people with platitudes and terrifying them with reckless, ego-laced, crude, cruelty. One of the books’ most intriguing inventions is a genetic human ailment, causing those afflicted to experience a kind of hyperempathy. They are nicknamed “sharers:” people who feel the pain of others literally, in their bodies, their nerves, their muscles and bones. It is a risky condition, easily exploited by others, and thus hidden by those who carry it. It’s also the source, in these books, of some of the characters’ deepest wisdom and wildest creativity, for “sharers” must always be imagining how other people feel, and above all, how to avoid inflicting harm.

“Wonder” is our summer theme: the practice of opening the windows. It’s about imagination and reverie and lazy, hazy dreaming. “Wonder” in the summertime means hammocks in the afternoon and Northern Lights at night, paddling in silence for hours with a friend, or listening to your taste buds sing with joy at the first peach, tomato, watermelon, sweet corn. Summer wonder holds questions that the anxious winter can’t contain or bother with: How long can loons stay underwater? What happens if we take that trail? What human, living where, was the first to see the Perseid meteor showers and what was their response? When will these berries be ripe? Sometimes, with enough open space in a day and in your mind, wonder just happens, which is why it feels so summery, so childlike and free.

But wonder is also a serious spiritual practice. You can cultivate it, hone that flabby muscle into readiness, learn to see and hear and smell and taste —and feel—as if the windows of your heart and mind and soul were open, not slammed down and shuttered against anything that might catch you by surprise, or startle or confuse you. We can cultivate the open heart and mind and soul, and relearn how to be astonished, how to be amazed.

It’s a risky business. Like the “sharers” in those novels, we’re wary of feeling too much these days, seeing too much, learning too much, holding too much rage or grief or fear for the daily devastations of the earth and all the people on it. If you open the windows of your heart and let the world rush in, you could be swept away with sorrow, swept up in despair. But the risk of staying closed is even greater. I think part of why we come to church on Sunday morning and at other times, is to open our closed and weary spirit, which sometimes is a fearful spirit, to the wonders of life in community; to spacious, wide ideas and other points of view; to the joy of saying yes to helping someone else, when all along we thought we were too busy or too tired; to music, poetry, silence; the quiet breath, and even tears, and even joy, of other people.

From Sophia Fahs, Unitarian Universalist minister and teacher: Fling wide the windows, O my soul! The bright beams of morning are warm.

May – From the Minister

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This is the sixth year in a row that I’ve had to say goodbye to a community I’ve grown to love. And every time is as hard as the last. At the end of things, I think, “I’ll never love anyone as much as I love this community. ” And every time I am wrong. I spend the summer grieving and then begin again discovering the stories and dreams and heartaches of those I am with—and in this I love them. My heart is broken open again, perhaps a little more each time, and in gratitude I add my voice to the song of another beloved community.

One of my favorite movies, and a family Christmas tradition growing up, is The Sound of Music. (Maria Von Trapp was my first real crush!) At times like these— the ending of this part of our journey together—I am reminded of a line from the movie: “When God closes a door, somewhere He opens a window. ” To me, this is the reckoning—the blessing in disguise, the silver lining, the balance the Universe enacts between heartbreak and joy. I should be grateful for the light at the end of the tunnel, the vision of a window opening into a new relationship with a new community.

But that’s not actually the sort of God I believe in. That theology doesn’t fit for me anymore.

I have been re-reading some J. R.R. Tolkien in preparation for a sermon I’m writing and came across the Ainulindalë, Tolkien’s account of the creation of the world. In this story the One gathers the Ainur, the Holy Ones, declaring to them: a mighty theme, unfolding to them things greater and more wonderful than he had yet revealed…Then [the One] said to them: ‘Of the theme that I have declared to you, I will know that ye make in harmony together a Great Music.

And the Ainur, in unison and harmony and yet each with their own distinct voice, sang the world into being, emboldened by the “Flame Imperishable” that the One had kindled within each. The Ainur, like unto countless choirs singing with words, began to fashion the theme to a great music; and a sound arose of endless interchanging melodies woven in harmony that passed beyond hearing into the depths and into the heights, and the places of dwelling were filled to overflowing, and the music and the echo of the music went out into the Void, and it was not void.

Throughout my life I’ve been a part of countless bands, orchestras, choirs, ensembles, and theater companies. Each performance, when everyone surrenders to the larger vision, is an intense experience of unity and harmony. Each individual offering flows into and out of all the others. Each player brings their unique gifts to the table. Certainly it was always hard to leave a group that I had these experiences with, but I never doubted that another opportunity would come along and that the moments of connection with them would be just as moving. All of this is to say, I’d like to believe that instead of closing one and opening another, Love is constantly offering us invitations to create Great Music with others. Sometimes this music is joyful. Sometimes it’s not. Sometimes it’s both. As Buddhism posits, suffering exists. Our grief and anger add depth to our songs and a power to any gratitude we may be able to muster out of heartbreak.

And so, once again, I prepare to say goodbye, gradually withdrawing my voice from the choir of this community, allowing us all to feel the sadness in that loss. In the letting go, we enable our hearts to begin listening for the notes of a different song, trusting that the breath of Spirit moves gently among us always, singing softly, an exhalation of Love.

With love, I thank you for letting me sing with you this year and for the work you do to create Great Music that echoes throughout the world. I am deeply grateful for this time with you and very much looking forward to listening from afar as your song continues with new voices, new harmonies, and new rhythms.

-Rev. Shay MacKay

April – From the Minister

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Our theme this month is Promise: the practice of creating the world. A promise is a kind of pact, a vow, a spoken symbol of intention—a giving of your word. We live in cynical and jaded times, when vows spoken and heard are easily retracted, pledges (on the campaign trail especially) are easily denied, and promises carelessly dismissed. The world we inhabit really is created and defined by promises honored and broken, silent and spoken. A promise is an act of faith, for everyone involved. Long ago, and in congregations still, a promise was a covenant.

A covenant is not a contract. It is not made and signed and sealed once and for all, sent to the attorneys for safekeeping or guarded under glass in a museum. A covenant is not a static artifact and it is not a sworn oath: Whereas, whereas, whereas…. Therefore I will do this, or I’ll die, so help me God. A covenant is a living, breathing, aspiration, made new every day. It can’t be enforced by consequences but it may be reinforced by forgiveness and by grace, when we stumble, when we forget, when we mess up. Every Sunday here we repeat in unison the affirmation of James Vila Blake, “Love is the spirit of this church… ” Each week, quietly, aloud, I promise that I will “dwell in peace, ” and then I don’t live peacefully at all: by Monday afternoon or Tuesday at the latest, I’m living fearfully again, or acting meanly or self-servingly. I say that I will “seek the truth in love,” and then proceed to act quite otherwise, closing my ears and shutting down my open mind and heart, seeking instead the validation of my own narrow, safe opinion. I say, “our great covenant is to help one another,” and then I forget to do it. I’ve “broken my vows a thousand times,” as Rumi’s line from the old hymn reminds me, and yet, because I am held in and hold to a covenant, with the people in my church and with others whom I love, with convictions I cherish and principles I mean to practice, I turn to a different page in the same hymnal. I sing the line, “We forgive ourselves and each other; we begin again in love, ” and I remember: a covenant is a promise, it is an aspiration, to go deeper in relation to ourselves, to our best intention, to our God, and to each another. A member of our congregation told me once, “Covenant is a promise I keep to myself, about the kind of person I want to be, the kind of life I mean to have, together with other people, and with all other living things.”

When we welcome babies in our church, when we welcome new members into the community, when we celebrate the love of beaming couples, when we ordain new ministers, we speak not in the binding language of contract, but in the life-sustaining fluency of promise, of covenant, from co-venir, to travel together. We will go together with you, child; we will travel together with you, friend; we will move together with each other toward the lives we mean to lead, toward the world we mean to have a hand in shaping, the world of compassion, equity, freedom, joy and gratitude. Covenant is the work of intimate justice, and we come to church to help each other keep the promises we’re proud of.

March – From the Minister

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I remember Sunday mornings as a child, after getting dressed up and ready for church, sitting down at the kitchen table to fill out my tithing envelope. I had a box of them that were all my own, with my name printed on the front and a space for me to fill in the date. I would carefully take money out of my piggy bank, mindful of what felt “right” to give, and seal it into the envelope, which then went into mom’s purse for safe keeping. When offertory came around in the service, I would proudly place my envelope in the basket as it passed by, knowing that I was contributing what I could to the work of the church.

I wish I could say that I stayed that financially generous as I got older, but I soon left the church, and then went through periods of economic ups and downs throughout my 20’s and 30’s. And somewhere along the way I stopped believing that my small contributions mattered. I stopped believing that they mattered to whatever organization was asking for money—and I stopped believing that being generous somehow also benefitted me in any sort of spiritually significant way. Last week, I was driving home from work and came to a stoplight in Saint Paul. Just outside my window was a man with a sign that said, “Veteran. Homeless. Anything helps. God Bless.” It was 9 degrees outside that day, though the sun was shining. At first, I averted my eyes—I didn’t have any cash on me, nothing I could give. Laying on the seat beside me was a new pair of warm winter gloves. Generosity comes in many forms. So, I rolled down my window and handed them to the man.

This is soulwork. Opening our eyes to the world around us and then figuring out how the values we hold most deeply within us inspire us to be. These values are our center, the core of us from which we reach out into the world and affect everything.

I don’t know about you, but for me it’s never easy to “give generously.” Especially when money is tight. Our society values independence, self-sufficiency, making a profit. We have legitimate concerns about socking everything away in savings for college educations, downpayments on houses, retirement funds, emergency medical expenses. What is it that offers me a different perspective? Where do I find messages of abundance and interdependence and love? Where do I go to feed my soul so that it grows stronger and brighter— strong and bright enough to center me in my belief that we are all in this together, taking care of each other, creating the world we all want to live in?

When I was a child, the answer to these questions was most certainly “church.” For many years, in my young adulthood, it wasn’t. Then I found a faith that moves me— moves my soul to grow and my body to act. The homeless veteran on the corner doesn’t care what it was that moved me to give him a pair of warm gloves, but I do. I care because I know that if I give to this church then the work of growing our souls and serving the world will continue.

Sometimes, I wish we had little pledge envelopes for us all to put our money into every Sunday—crisp and white or recycled and rainbow-colored— instead of the automated on-line unmindful recurring debit from some imaginary pile of money. Sometimes, I wish that we could think carefully about how much, and why, we wanted to be generous with our finances every week rather than just once a year, especially when money is tight.

What is it that makes up the center of you? What is the work your soul is asking you to do? And where is it that helps you discern and do these things? Maybe for you the answer isn’t “church.” Maybe it’s time to reconsider that.

February – From the Minister

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An older couple I know and love are both in their late ’90s. Creatures of habit now by necessity, they are also no strangers to the constant disruptions of daily living and frequent betrayals by their physical selves of the vibrant people that they are still “inside.”

One of them lives increasingly with both hearing loss and memory loss; he can’t always understand why the world has gone suddenly so quiet. “Speak up! ” he shouts, to people in the room, to the Jeopardy contestants on TV, to the teller at the bank. His partner sometimes strains her voice, both with loud speaking and by constantly repeating her responses to his most simple questions, asked over and over when the answers slip through the screen doors of his mind. He’s still physically strong and hale; she is less so, and together they daily re-negotiate all the old familiar dance steps in the partnered waltz of their life: he adjusts his long stride and vigorous pace so they can walk together across a parking lot; she checks her ferocious independence, and her pride, and asks him (shouts at him) to help carry the laundry basket. He grieves whole-heartedly the loss of his driver’s license, although he gets it and does not complain; she misses deep conversation with him, and entire chapters of their shared life which his memory can’t retain, but still she cheerfully converses. This past year, they weathered two hurricanes, sheltering in place in their apartment for 10 days with no electricity, gas or running water, and when their cellphones were finally charged up again, both reported that they’d lived through worse. Every day, they readjust their plans and expectations to accommodate new and deepening afflictions – and amazingly, they do not stop planning. They are still vigorous and vital, in their way, still eager to wake up in the morning and still grateful to lie down at night, side by side.

There is something so poignant and so lovely in their constancy, in the way each has stayed true to the core of the self, the essence of character and spirit that defines them and has always defined them. They are modest in their needs, generous in their concern, alert to the world around them (including the worlds of politics, art and technology), and matter-of-fact about mortality. They are kind to each other and to others.

It doesn’t always go this way with memory loss and aging; often and understandably, people get crabby or depressed as they age – but not these two. He still rests his hand on her shoulder as he walks by, and ever more gently as her shoulders have sharpened and slumped; she still raises her hand to brush against his, murmuring “hello there” even though he can’t quite hear. They’ve been alive on the earth for 194 years combined, and they’ve known disappointment, disaster and disruption, from the Great Depression to the Second World War, from the deaths of their spouses, the loss of a brother, the loss of a child, to the loss of so much ordinary capacity. We think of “disruption” as disruptive, as if it were somehow the exception to the rule of orderly calm in this life, but these elders, and others, are teaching me that disruption – of plans, health, relationship, weather, everything – is the baseline and the ground on which we build our character. Nothing’s a given in this life, everything’s disruptable, yet some things stay the same, and more so, over time.

-Rev. Victoria Safford

January – From the Minister

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I can’t think of a better time of year to contemplate discipline than the month of January in the North. A month for homebodies and introverts and mystics. A month for the weary and disillusioned. In its cold, dark embrace we can withdraw and reflect – whether in hopeless dismay or patient faith. January is a time of rest in the wake of the holidays – the race from Thanksgiving through Hanukkah, Solstice, Christmas, and into the New Year. It is a time of waiting for the renewal promised in the coming of Spring. Allowing ourselves the luxury of rest in this busy world takes discipline. Being patient in the waiting certainly takes discipline. Even sustaining faith in the light’s return takes discipline. So, hunker down and hibernate, let yourself be still, and just breathe – you may just hear the whispers of your heart.

Let me lie in the cave
of my soul,
for too much light
blinds me,
steals the source
of revelation.

Let me seek solace
in the empty places
of winter’s passage,
those vast dark nights
that never fail to shelter me.

~ Joyce Rupp, from Winter’s Cloak

Marion Zimmer Bradley once wrote, “To know you are ignorant is the beginning of wisdom. Then, when you begin to learn, you will not have to forget all the things you think you know. ”

There have been many times throughout my life when I have willingly admitted my ignorance, gracefully surrendering to the gentle (and not-so-gentle!) lessons life offers me at every turn. And, I admit, there have been times when I have very ungracefully tripped over my own two feet in my rush to share all the things I think I know.

The annual MLK, Jr. breakfast is coming up and I’m excited to be a part of this year with all of you. I’m reminded of something a colleague of mine recently said in a sermon – that sometimes courage looks a lot like silence. As we as individuals and as a society move forward in confronting white supremacy and racism, I’m beginning to think that sometimes courage looks like stepping back and realizing that all I think I know is not all there is to know. That’s a mouthful and takes some careful thought! Courage, sometimes, looks a lot like being quiet and admitting ignorance. And that takes discipline. For me, a middle-class, well-educated, white person, that can take a lot of discipline. Not only do I need to step back and listen to others, it also means slowing down and listening to my heart rather than my ego. Because, really, even with all the discipline in the world, none of this work we do will mean anything if it doesn’t come from a place of love. Now that’s something to contemplate during this cold January.

“Love has within it a redemptive power. And there is a power there that eventually transforms individuals. Just keep being friendly to that person. Just keep loving them, and they can’t stand it too long…There’s something about love that builds up and is creative. There is something about hate that tears down and is destructive. So love your enemies.”
~ MLK, Jr.

December – From the Minister

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Our search process for a new Assistant Minister is well underway. I would like to give thanks to a capable and visionary Advisory Committee appointed by the Board in August, as well as to you for your participation in six Congregational Conversations held this past month. We’ve been asking you three questions: How does this church matter, in your life and in the world? What do you want our candidates to know about our congregation? What are we seeking in our new minister? Your answers have been strong and clear:

When in crisis, this is the place to be for whatever you need.

It is a beacon for non-cisgender folks, whom we actively support.

We sing, we march, we cry in church.

Healthy governance prevails.

This church shows up for what matters. This church matters to me because I need a community. It gives me the inspiration and hope I need to combat the depression and hopelessness that I fear. I feel at home here. This church matters to the world because it unites us and doesn’t divide us. It is working toward the goal of peace.

To find the right candidate, we are engaging a rigorous process prescribed by the Unitarian Universalist Association. It ensures that those who apply here meet all requirements in preparation for UU ministry and that they are in good standing; the process also helps us live into our intention to remain in covenant with all other UU congregations currently in search.

Before Christmas, the Committee will have completed a 25-page description of our congregation, with help from past and present members of the Board, lay leaders, key program staff, and many of you. They’ll design a website through which applicants can “meet” us in even more detail.

By mid-winter, they will be reviewing applications. We hope to interview 3-4 applicants in person, and to select our next minister in April to begin work here in late July or August. Already prospective candidates are calling me with inquiries, and it is an honor to tell them, “I know of no place better to do ministry.”

Our search team is advising on two other vacancies as well: a half-time membership coordinator and a half-time youth coordinator (as, with pride and sadness, we will bid farewell to Jill Schwendeman this June). Our thought now is to combine those two positions into one, to attract a dedicated applicant who can work with Amy Peterson Derrick and with me to help us reimagine ministry to children, youth, and adults in a more unified, cohesive way. This position may be filled by a minister or by a talented lay person. It, too, will begin this summer.

In 2011, when we were searching for WBUUC’s first Assistant Minister, I wrote these words to a colleague I had not yet met, and they hold true now: Friend—I hope to serve, and serve with, this people for a long time. I seek a colleague whose calling to ministry and to the liberal tradition is passionate and rooted, who loves this work and unique life. I seek a comrade who will work extremely hard, yet guard the boundaries of professional deportment and selfcare. I want your light to shine, and I want to be among those who are a little dazzled by it. I seek a colleague who will love these people as much as I do, and who will know their love and their respect in return.

And I hope that you like snow.

I hope you’ll contact me with questions or ideas about the search, or contact the Search Committee at search@wbuuc.org: Alex Bartlett, Alan Hagstrom, Pat Hogen, Laurie Kigner, Kathy Sedro, Renee Smith, Nancy VerSteegh, and Katy Lowery (Chair).

November – From the Minister

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I was recently given the gift of reuniting with some old friends that I worked with 20 years ago in Tacoma, WA, at a homeless shelter called Nativity House. This reunion brought back all sorts of memories of my time with the “guests” of Nativity House, and there is one in particular that has stayed with me.

One afternoon, I was busy helping to get lunch prepared when someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned to find Andy, a regular guest, standing behind me, quietly crying and desperately trying to stay on his feet. Andy was extremely drunk and, by the looks of him, had been for several days. I took one look at him and said quietly, “Come with me.”

I led him into our small chapel and sat down next to him, trying to figure out what to say, but before I could get a word out, Andy fell apart. In the dim light and deep stillness of that place, he wept as if his heart was breaking, and mine broke as I listened. We sat that way for a long time, close but not touching, through his tears and into the silence that followed.

Finally, Andy started talking. He told me how long he had been sober this time, what had happened to trigger this relapse, what he could remember of his behavior from the past few days, and how it all made him feel. He expressed remorse, disappointment, self-disgust, fear, anger and confusion—and deep, deep sorrow. When Andy was done speaking I asked if there was anything I could do for him. He grabbed my hands. “Say a prayer, Shay. Will you just pray with me?”

So I closed my eyes and prayed.

When I was done, I looked up to find Andy watching me. He said, through more tears, “Thank you. You’re truly an angel, come down to Earth. ” I blushed and smiled, shaking my head and muttering that I wasn’t any such thing. He squeezed my hands, looked directly into my eyes and said, “Don’t be embarrassed. You are an angel.”

And then he leaned in even closer to me and whispered, “It’s OK. I’m an angel, too.” It was a moment of pure grace; a gift given with no strings attached. “I’m an angel, too. ” With those four words, Andy reminded me of the light that resides within every single person, and proved that every encounter with another person—regardless of who is “giving” and who is “receiving” or who is in control—every encounter has the possibility of being mutually transformative. For me, that’s what balance is all about.

There is a balance to be found in humility and grace—the balance between acknowledging that we can’t do everything ourselves, and accepting that we, too, are beings who contain the spark of divinity within us. It is a great gift to come together with this community every Sunday morning and Wednesday evening and Third Thursday, to be given what I need to grow my soul from our time together; and I must remind myself that you need me to be present, as well. This covenant between us, this call to a relationship of commitment to each other, is a two-way street. This month, as we come together for worship and play, to share food and stories, in theme circles, grief groups, RE classes, committee meetings, let us be mindful of the balance between our giving and our receiving of the gifts of this community, and the grace that is found within those gifts.

- Shay MacKay

October – From the Minister

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Some years ago, I joined Jill Schwendeman, our Youth Director, in guiding our 7th and 8th graders through a whirlwind tour of the bible. We met with them on Sunday afternoons, packing plenty of pizza to wander with them through the desert of the ancient world to see how these sacred stories speak to their lives as young Unitarian Universalists.

Jill, their teacher, gave them a beautiful gift in the first session: she translated the meaning of each of their names into ancient Hebrew, and spoke their names in that beautiful, strange language. She wrote each one out for them to copy from right to left on their name tags.

In the second session, she told them their names in ancient Greek, and again wrote out the elegant, unfamiliar letters. They were enchanted by this, to hear that Gavin may come from “Gabriel, ” which means “angel of God, ” or that Rachel means Ra’quel, or “ewe, ” the mother of lambs that give life to the people, or that Vada indicates “the gathering of great wisdom, ” or Erin, which means “peace” in Gaelic, the language of her ancestors, must translate to “shalom. ”

It was like giving them a blessing, this naming, reflecting back to them a bright glimmer of who they are, who we see when we look at them. It’s what all our work with youth and children tries to be about. It’s what all our work— yours and mine—tries to be about. Who tells you who you are? Your parents, your people, your mentors and friends, your spirit within, the Spirit of Life. I remember the first time that someone (now a young woman) called out in the night a word her mouth had never spoken and my ear had never heard— christening me with a beautiful and terrifying brand-new name: Mama. We are named by every covenant we choose to make and keep and honor.

As we enter October (which one member here calls “The Holy Month of October, ” because it is so jaw-droppingly beautiful in Minnesota, because it is the season when he comes most alive), our theme, Celebration: the practice of naming, feels right. We’ll hear the stories of recent immigrants and share foods from our own family traditions on Wednesday night, October 4; Annie Humphrey, Water Protector and powerful songwriter from Leech Lake, will bring the magic of her music in concert on October 7; with our feathered, finned and fourlegged companions, we’ll share The Blessing of the Animals and a potluck supper, on Sunday afternoon, October 8 (bring your dog, your cat, your horse, your chinchilla, and your friends!); and we’ll mark All Souls Day and All Saints, remembering lost loved ones, on Sunday morning, October 29. (For our common altar, please bring photos, mementoes, tangible tributes to those who have died.)

All of these gatherings, and other celebrations, too (the Auction on October 14, the Bazillions Concert and Halloween Ball on October 28, and Sunday mornings all month long) —all are celebrations, each one an opportunity to name and honor what we cherish, what we love, what we care about and share.

September – From the Minister

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On the day of the eclipse I was in an airport. We were not near “the path of totality, ” but people were excited anyway, pressed to the plate glass windows, squinting their eyes and snapping pictures, sharing news from friends across the country and arguing adamant armchairastronomy with strangers. Little kids clutched snack-box pinhole cameras and grandparents traded memories of past eclipses, where exactly they were standing in 1970 and what it felt like when the world went dark at noon.

Under one sky, headed for a thousand different destinations, for a couple of hours we were all caught up together in something moving and mysterious, something larger than ourselves, rare and wondrous, beyond our control and thrilling, and fun. On board the plane, we all disobeyed the recorded request to close our window shades before take-off, so eager to experience the simplest miracle, as the bright sunny sky turned just a little cloudy. Everyone cheered—along with just about everyone in the whole country— except my seatmate, who reached across and snapped our shade down in exasperation. “This thing is SO overrated, ” he harrumphed. “Who even cares? ” he said, as he turned on the movie and his headphones.

There are many imperfect, approximate ways to describe the religious life, and in particular the way we do religion, practice faith, grow the soul, at White Bear UU Church. Seated thigh to thigh high in the air with my jaded companion, I recalled one thing for sure: that however disparate our beliefs here, however various our spiritual journeys and conclusions, we are adamant a little reverence—in fact we yearn toward it, thirst for it, welcome it with outstretched arms. We’ll take beauty, mystery, awe, amazement over cynicism any day, even when we’re not in the direct path of perfection. Curiosity about our world and one another is a sacrament for us, and the kind of holy truth that we love best is the kind that opens ever to more questions—the very kind that has enchanted scientists and mystics, poets, philosophers and little kids, since the first humans scanned the skies for signs of what it means to be alive.

The great wheel turns, and the season brings us home again to fall and one another, to our beloved church community. Here on the ground, beneath the sun and moon, the hard and holy work awaits: to grow our souls in wonder and humility, to serve the world with generosity and courage, to deepen our compassion. This is the gate at which we check the heavy baggage of numbing cynicism; we search the luggage of our lives for excessive privilege and arrogance, taking care to carry what we carry wide-awake; we stretch our moral muscles and deepen the prayerful practices that steady us through all kinds of scary turbulence, adjusting our own masks that we might help each other also. We breathe deep, with mindful gratitude, the breath of life.

As ever, I am honored to be traveling this journey with you.

-Rev. Victoria Safford